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Grown Up Good Girl


Long long ago
I left her alone
In a dark room

She screamed
Longed for warmth
And sparks of light

Yet, I locked her there
As I tried to find my way
Somewhere over the sun
And beyond the stars

I spread my wings
Ready to soar
And roar my heart out

I thought I would
Never run out of fuel
Yet, I fell
One inch away from earth

"What's wrong?"
I said

"Take me with you,"
She said

"I can't. You weight my way up,"
I argued

"I'm more than wings and wind you need to fly."
She answered

"How come?"
I asked

"Your loved ones grew me long before you knew me."
She smiled

"Why?"

"Because I will keep that fire fuels your way up.

I will dance with you when everyone else ignore you.

And I will hold you and remind you of how good life is.

You will survive."

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